9/11/2012

Cayman Islands


Today I have just realized that the one who is too delicate to hurt his feelings, the one whom i give most harsh words was my father.  

Keith Jarrett

His music makes us happy though, he looks as if he takes all the loneliness from us.  I am so sorry for you to take up the burden alone.

10 sec


I love this time when the subway is passing over the bridge.  A glimpse of sunset makes me feel comfortable.  Everyone stopped looking at the screen of their iphones and was lost in thought that had made them smile or sad.  It was just 10 seconds. It is not too short to be true to ourselves.

Jane be jane

Jane be jane 
You're better that way 
Not when your trying 
Imitating something you think you saw 

Jane be jane 
And if sometimes that might 
Drive them away 
Let them stay there 
You don't need them anyway 
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/b/ben+folds+five/jane_20016531.html ] 
You're worried there might not be 
Anything at all inside 
That you're worried 
Should tell you that's not right 
Don't try to see yourself 
The way that others do 
It's no use 

You're worried there might not be 
Anything at all inside 
But that you're worried 
Should tell you that's not right 
You've had it harder than anyone could know 
So hard to let it go 

But it's your life 
You can decorate it 
As you like 
Beneath the pain and armour 
In your eyes the truth still shines 

Jane be jane 
Jane be jane


THIS song reminds me of the summer.  I had been listening to it more than 100 times in that summer.  I loved the melody before, and now I love the lyrics.  It is so hard to make a balance between me and me.  Sometimes I lost in the confusion.  I would like to share this song with my friend who are struggling to find himself.  Jane be Jane. 

Lyonel Feininger


Lyonel Feininger
Street Nocturne, 1929

I found this picture a few days ago, and it has drawn some strong feelings from inside of me.  Actually, i have seen Feininger's works a couple of years ago at one exhibition.  The unique style of his works made me stop in front of them, but I could not remember anything about the artist after that moment.  Life is same.  There is a connection that we cannot describe.  There is no relationships that are not important in our lives.  Every single words, behaviors, and thoughts are related to one another in a lifetime.  Be thankful to every moment you are faced with even though it is not colorful as much as flowers. One day you will find that they have made your life got colored with all different colors. You know, there is no same skies every second.